these thoughts are why i have no friends

 journal entry from last year sometimes my mind thinks  the only time  i can live  is if  i give my soul away  every fucking day but, i know...

 poem love is the worst  for the ones who need it. (who want it the most) just trying to feel something  inside that doesn't make me  wa...

 oct~2025 i need to know if you even care for me. i come crawling, dirt in my nails and blood  dripping from my mouth. i ask for forgiveness...

 POEM i feel like i'm constantly holding my breath because if i make one tiny noise,  someone will come hounding. 

 mini poem 12000 even if i let the bugs eat my eyes and have my hair.  even if i  let them seal my teeth  and share my skin.... i know i wou...

 poem if i told you how i really felt,  we probably wouldn't be friends. my mouth stays full and shut. no whispers or secrets ever escap...

 old diary entry ~ august 2026 i wake up to a familiar damp smell i can see things i've already experienced and stuff only the future ho...