poem

In this life I understand how I can’t complete all I desire.

The list goes on for decades.

My thoughts grow like a plant everyday; different, beautiful, new.

So now I understand all I desire in this life.

I can’t get upset with myself, my human existence.

I need to laugh like a human.

I need to love like a human.

I need to be a human right now.

So please excuse any mistakes.

I just explained what I’m doing.

lowercase.

right now I’m thinking about your thoughts. 

right now I’m thinking about how I can just climb right into your brains existence to understand you.

i wish I could. I totally do. I believe I need this ability. We are all different. 

we all see this life through different colored eyes. I want to see what you see. 

i want to feel how you feel. I want to experience life how you experience life. 

oh how I wish I had this power. If I could do this Oh how much I could learn.

falling through wet forests 

sometimes my Human Body is on Earth but my mind and spirit our in the clouds of Pluto.
My Heart Belongs to the two dudes with the same name, turtles and my cat kid Leia.
I will eat Thanksgiving any time of the day, especially biscuits and gravy for Breakfast.

he just invited on a Moonlight Drive and he plans on picking me up with a horse and carriage.
Reggae music makes my heart sing and the energy it gives my body is out of this world.
Vermont had hills for years and clear skies for centuries. Their people are beautiful nice.

that just reminded me of Maple St School

midnight bats scream in my mind.
this night is getting longer by the minute
and my beer is almost gone.

a vase full of dead flowers decorate my deck table,
while empty beer cans fly away with the wind.
two coolers are stacked in the corner, need a washing.

i stop to try and think about today but i just let that
thought disintegrate in the freezer. there is a live
performance by The Doors in my living room
right now.

our hallway is cluttered with mix match shoes and
Leia fur. this three wick candle is peppermint marshmallow.
the stop sign in front of my abode is so fucking loud, it gives
me a headache sometimes.

i don't know where i was going with this...

Her lavender mouth can lure you in. her silk skin can make your heart stop. Her mysterious voice will give you chills, but don’t be confused when she’s not laying next to you in bed at night. Her head will rest with the birds when she’s tired. No need to worry where she is at night, because everywhere is her home. She can call the grass in Central Park her bed, and the woods of Connecticut her play area. We can call the long winding Nile, her bath and the arms of our Mother Earth, the loving arms she can run to.

three eyes.

I love the way your words make my face do that cute squished nose look.

I love how you can say anything and it makes me feel oh so good.

The way your lips speak my first and middle name make my heart melt.

You are the one I think about all the time, I can’t seem to get you off my mind.

I love the way you laugh, and when I talk I know you are smiling.

A.L.O.

Sweet as a peach

Rolling down on the floor.

The love that we got

It's gonna grow into more.

Sweet as a peach

Curled up on the couch.

The love that we got

We gotta know that it counts.

goosebumps.

Cow stop signs and creepy cafeteria calls. 

My eyes miss your smile. 

And I only have 50 cents in my purse. 

Don’t hate me because I just drove 70 down Route 140. 

It’s not even summer yet, but my neighbors using her A/C. 

I don't need to water my deck garden as for the forecast shows rain all day. 

It’s raining as we speak. 

The birds are going nuts as we speak. 

The grass is growing 3 inches per minute and my lawn mower is broke. 

So give him one last kiss for me, I can’t make it to the station to say my goodbyes. 

afraid to love.

Death isn’t scary, it’s silent.

Death isn’t ugly, it’s beautiful. 

Death will make you miss me. 

Death will fill your eyes for hours with tears and you’ll question why. 

But my advice is just feel the breeze beneath your soul. 

Open up your heart to every creature that walks by, 

cus they deserve love as much as the next fella. 

Don’t be afraid of death, but don’t be afraid of loving. 

tell your secrets to the sunflower garden.

Sitting here thinking if I die don’t write my name on a stone and bury it in the ground for the world to see. If I die and my remaining humans want a place to sit and remember me, then create a sunflower garden for me. 

No name. 

No dates. 

No sad shitty quotes etched into stone. 

No. no. no. 

Just grow a sunflower garden and go there when you want to talk to me. Come here and hang out. Come here and cry my dear, Tell me what’s wrong. Go to the sunflower garden to find peace. Go to the Sunflower garden to smile. I will be waiting at the sunflower garden. 

22

I find myself eating cold pizza again for breakfast. But what am I supposed to do I’m still 22. My vacuum broke today and my dog ran away. I guess I could make signs and post them, But that fucker has always hated me. So fuck em. If he’s hungry he knows where I live.  I will see a strange man at sea tonight for he has the key to every boys heart. He promised to give it to me. So we will meet at half past midnight. I’ll be wearing a yellow suit, him in black. I will pay him 1000 mushrooms for this key. We will exchange and now I am in power. My guitar needs some strings. My hair needs some love. You can find me drunk at 5 pm today. Don’t forget to donate money to all the turtles of the sea when I die. Science can have my human body. My soul will dance with flies on this day. I will eat dinner in heaven forever. Sorry gram , for hitting your car. I will pay you when I sell this weed. I promise, but for now how does an ice cream cone sound?

am i dreaming or is this real life?

Sometimes I just sit here and think about running far, far away. 

I want to not exist in this moment at this second. 

So I think about the woods far away. 

I think about how happy the birds are up close to the sky. 

I think about how the river is so majestic.

I think about how the water flows so flawlessly and at this point, it kind of makes me jealous.

Oh how I wish I looked this beautiful. 

I dream to look like the sea one day. 

I dream one million different types of humans all around me, all with smiles, all playing and I am that sea. 

Oh how happy I’d be. Just being a sea. 

These are times where I wish my dreams could be reality. 

I AM LISTENING 

I have a crush on the bus driver’s smile. My shoes untied. I need to check the mail. Someone watered my cactus for me yesterday. Strange… I need an oil change soon and a tooth cleaning. I plan on pasta for dinner and boiled eggs for desert. Your father wants me dead. My boyfriend wants me dead. I want to go on a hike tonight, watch the river fill the sunset of our eve. But I’m not sure if I’ll find the bug spray in time. My light bill is late by 5 daze. And I need to grocery shop. But I’m going to the liquor store and coming home. I know I’m not responsible. My neighbor is mistaking my tomato plant for a pot plant. And now the cops are at my door. Not with Donald Trump up on deck. My mind can’t stop thinking about Lauryn Hill and a dude in NYC. My brain loves 90's Hip Hop and I wish I was 16 again. You were my best friend. Let’s go back in time and kiss one last kiss. I love the way mashed potatoes taste at 3 am when I’m stoned.  Alone. I’m totally in the mood for a PB&J right about now. I should receive my package right about now. I don’t know if you’re sick or tired. Someone call for help but don’t tell them I sent you. I never wear socks with my shoes. I love sunglasses in the winter time and long beards in the fall. Please ask me to marry you on October the 10^th as for that was his favorite day. My dead cat meows and I hear it. I have super powers I swear. Don’t get mad at me cus I’m missing my left molar. At least my ACL is normal again. I’m sorry for the guy with the fat wife. Light a cig and being to tell me how you feel. 

I’m listening. 

too tired too young.

Could you imagine being able to remember how to do regular life tasks, but your human body gave up too early. Imagine you’re still in this tired human body. Imagine dreaming about regular life, while lying lifeless in bed.  I’m so sorry papa. If I could take this human body of mine and just take it off I would give it to you. I would give it to you so you could go for a motorcycle ride again. You could go to work again. You could swim again.. You could sing again. You could mow the lawn again. Trust me if it was as easy as it sounds, I’d do it for you. If I could give my papa my human body, Just so he can have fun again. Just so he could live again. He could be happy again. My soul bleeds for you every fucking day. I cry for you every fucking day. I’m sorry I’m not there, ever. But please know you can have this human body, cus I know yours is tired.

feels lately.

I feel like I got people picking at my mind. I have one telling me this, one pointing me in this direction. No. I just want to be free. I just need to be free. So next time you decide to say some dumb ass remark go feed that shit to the birds. I’m better than that. Take your dirty little fingers out of here and mind your own Ps and Qs. 

I’m fine. 

She’s the only one I know who can wear rings on every damn finger and still look beautiful. 

She’s the only one I know who can make even the saddest days smile. 

I love her. 

meet me on Mountain Moon.

One day lets pretend nothing exists but you and me and space and time. 

We can dance 10,000 steps on the moons. 

We would have so much time we’d be placing some in our pockets and in our minds. 

Your smile screams love and desperation. 

Your eyes speak lies and comfort. 

I don’t know to take you seriously or not. 

One day lets pretend nothing exists besides these 4 things.

I want to give you love, can you see it pouring out of my soul for you? 

I just want this. 

One day soon. 

Promise? 

Oh it's the little things you do that make me fall more and more in love with you

who has the original copy?

My mother has blue polish on and my brother is only six. 

I live by the sea but only in May. 

My doctor sings the blues and my finger is broken. 

There’s beer in the tub and rats in my oven. 

Measuring cup is on the left. 

I love little spoons and scary movies in the dark.

My sister is a goddess and can talk to angel babies. 

My grandpa is missing a toe from WWI and has a glass eye. 

The man at the gas station reminds me of my uncle a lot, but I know it’s not him. 

The recycling will get picked up today by 7 pm. 

Don’t forget to lock the door.

who has the original copy?

My mother has blue polish on and my brothers only six. 

I live by the sea but only in May. 

My doctor sings the blues and my finger is broken. 

There’s beer in the tub and rats in my oven. 

Measuring cup is on the left. 

I love little spoons and scary movies in the dark.

My sister is a goddess and can talk to angel babies. 

My grandpa is missing a toe from WWI and has a glass eye. 

The man at the gas station reminds me of my uncle a lot, but I know it’s not him. 

The recycling will get picked up today by 7 pm. 

Don’t forget to lock the door.

 Wednesday poem.

Homemade baseball bats fill my basement.

My mother has baskets hanging from her ceiling. But nothing falls out of them.

Last Sunday was Father’s Day. I didn’t even notice.

Sometimes I wish I had 2 moms because 2 humans are better than one.

My legs are out for the crows to eat. And my brain is frying for the worms.

Please save turtles from extinction and make our planet last longer.

Hold the door for the next, even if she’s a whore.

Just smile, be human. Be kind.

Cus you don’t know how long you have left.

and i will leave you guys with this

same shit, different day.

Every day I wake up and love more. 

Every day I wake up just thinking about you. 

Every day I think about all the hours I will spend writing. 

I’m waking up, wanting to write and drink in all my existing hours, and I fucking love this.

she deserves to smile.

I just want my Mother to be proud of me. 

I know one day my hard work will pay off. 

I know one day she will read this. 

I know one day she will cry over this. 

I just want my mother to be proud of me. 

I just want her not to give up on us, no matter how old we get. 

I know she loves us. 

I just want a smile on my Mother’s Face. 

She deserves it. 

poem.

Please bury my dead bones in the deep winter's mind.  

Please bury my soul in the summers' sunshine my dear. 

Please spread my love upon the Earth we walk on: the planet of living beings. 

I want all my existence to exist longer. 

So please follow when I die. 

galaxy bedroom dance

This afternoon we were laying on the bed. 

No talking, just laying. I placed my hand on your skin. 

I just needed to do that. 

At this point I asked you to Dance around the Galaxy with me. 

You said, “How could I resist Tor?” So for just this afternoon we were dancing naked around the galaxy together. 

How can one not love this? 

how to care for a sad soul

everything can be fine, but she can still be sad. even if she has fields of flowers, she will still be sad. even if you gave her the power to make all humans one and send the power of one to all, she would still be sad. so please just love her. do nothing more than be there for her and love her. just hold her tight and tell her everything will be alright, i promise. 

poem.

I am writing to all of you.

To all the lovers.

To all the creatures of night.

To all the sunrise dancers and sunshine smiles.

I am writing to all of you. 

dead squirrel trail

I just buried a squirrel. Well half of one. 

He was in the middle of my trail, dead. 

Guts out, dead. 

I felt so bad for the little dude. 

So I buried him. 

Me and this fly had a ceremony. 

The fly had a lot to say. 

I just cried. 

Today was the first time I buried a squirrel. 

And I have a feeling it won’t be my last.

me right now.

Why don’t you love me the way you loved her? 

Why don’t you gaze into my eyes, the way you gazed into hers. 

What should I do different to make you love me better?

OMC- HOW BIZARRE

hahhahahhahahahhah

dead daydreaming 

Sitting here, dreaming of how it would be.

We used to smile forever. 

We would hike till our feet would bleed. 

We would talk till our lungs would stop. 

We would dance into the next century, so gentle so nice, remember that? 

You were wearing blue and me in white. 

We danced forever, into the sunlight.

You would gaze into my eyes till you went numb. 

I’m just sitting here, dreaming of how it would be. 

taking the train home & i forget to get off

The guy next to me on the train is very strange. 

He keeps staring at my brain. 

Should I ask if he needs help? or do I just look away? 

This guy on the train is very strange. 

At the next stop, we make eye contact. 

He hands me a gift. This gift, is only a gift in the eyes of the taker. 

If you believe eating this piece of paper that has magical drugs on it is a gift, then sure. 

I’m confused, should I eat it, or let him keep staring at my brain? 

I’m too nice, so I eat the magic paper, forget to get off at my stop. 

And that was the day I ate L on the train with this strange dude. 

The rest, well is in the past…

mrs. parker has gone mad.

My neighbor has gone mad.  

She only walks her dog at midnight.

My neighbor has gone mad. 

She never checks her mail. 

Does she even receive mail?

If she’s never out, who does she know? 

I thought she only knew her dog. 

Does her dog send her mail?

My neighbor has gone mad. 

Should I bring her a handful of roses, to ensure she is alive? 

Or should I just believe shes gone mad? 

Her lawn is very high.

I wish I could sing smooth jazz

this is what Heaven will sound like.

Hand in Hand by Phil Collins. 

This is the song I imagine that will play that instance we make it into heaven.  Like the part where you are dead and only see white and all the angels come grab you and you go flying with them into eternal life with the world’s biggest smile on your face. 

reminds me of you in Texas

this song reminds me of driving around before class and getting stoned with my only cool friend. and we would do this every Thursday before class. now he lives in Texas and i talk to him randomly. i miss you dude. ughhh.

a decade too long.

I’ve got things to do. Ya know. Places to see, people to be. Thinking about you, now it just takes up space in my head. No more worries, I’m over you. So stop asking. Stop calling. Stop worrying. I found me. Let me live. You took my soul for a decade, I think. Goodbye. 

gloomy Tuesdays.

Sometimes I feel so lonely but I just have to look up at the sky. 

Watch all the angels die. 

I cry, I know I’m alive. 

Someone’s out there looking down on me. 

I will find my love one day within the sun bright and beautiful. I’ve got time. 

i fucking love this song so much. i like listening to it when i wake up because it just makes me happy.

no one wins a Love War

War is so ugly. 

Almost as beautiful as the lady dressed in black. 

Her lips; luscious. Lips drag you in. 

A matter of wrong or right. Every man would fight for her. 

Bring her life and give her love just one more question, why fight?  

poem.

Love from above, is all you need.

Dancing naked on the purple horizon.

Indians speak, "time to go home?

We don’t know where to find love."

“Follow me” the girl says, "just follow me,

I have all the love you will ever need."

It’s like the bad things are eating my mind’s memory and giving me nothing. 

It’s blank.

Barefoot angels with only halos, no clothes. Not boy, not girl. Just an angel barefoot with only a halo.

that's it.

today is a good day. 

i woke up in the AM.

i had a morning beer. 

today is a good day. 

We will not question it anymore. 

we just need to know that today I had a good day. 

and that’s it. 

forever alone on a populated planet

Sometimes it’s hard for me to realize I am here to do all I need to do, alone. 

There is no other way to get all my happy thoughts happy if anyone else is along. 

Sure I will enjoy the presence of my lover, of my mother, of my best friend. 

But in reality and actuality I am here alone.  And you are too. 

So before you waste more time with tears rolling down your face darlin' please, just take a second and 

realize you are on this planet alone and you need to make yourself happy before anything else. 

the human i used to have, left me

It makes me sad to think we used to be so close. It is so sad to think that you were my number one human I had. It makes me sad that you aren’t around anymore. When I go outside at night, alone looking for you, I can’t see you. I can’t hear your soul singing to me, like I usually do. I can’t see your face, when I think about you anymore. All I see is a black hole. I can’t imagine my life without you, but at this very moment in time, my life has been without you. My life has existed of stupid mistakes I make because you aren’t here telling me what to do. It makes me sad that a day in the past, you had full control over me. You had full control over my being, my existence, you were pretty much me. But now I am looking for you, I am looking for answers and hugs and you aren’t there. Now I am looking for answers in thin air. I don’t know what to do, I never knew what to do. That is why I always went to you. But now you are gone and I find myself sitting here, praying to the croaked moon, that your soul will hear me and just one small sign will appear. I just pray you find yourself out there where ever you went. I will love forever, please don’t forget this.

sad times 

If we just think about time and just time itself, that can be a sad thing. 

It can be sad for many reasons. 

We can think about how much time we waste yelling at each other. 

We can think about all the time we waste bombing each other. 

We can think about how much time we waste littering our Beautiful Mother Earth with non-reusable resources.  

We can think about how much time we waste, just being silent. 

All the time we waste being silent could be used to make this a better Earth. 

We could be making this a better Earth for our Children. For our Planet’s living Humans. 

We could have been doing all this, but instead we were just letting time slip through our minds. Instead of worrying all the time, we could be living so care free, where we forget about time. 

We can forget about time, and the whole existence of humans wouldn’t matter. 

I am not telling you this to become sad every moment you think about time. 

I am just telling you this, so we know what is going on. 

I am just preparing you for the future so the next thought you think; don’t let it be you wishing time away. 

Now you will understand all the things that are sad about time.

All alone, alone again. No one lends a helping hand.  I have waited, I have waited. Takes it's toll, one's foolish pride.  How long before I see the light. I have waited, I have waited for you to lay me down. 

 freely by devendra banhart

reality 

i can see both realities in front of me, all at once.
I acknowledge both realities in front of me. and I laugh because it is funny.
And I cry because it's real and true.

Both realities in front of me all at once.

wishin' i was baked like a cake.

I wish I was baked just like a cake
(oh god, oh god, oh god)
cakes are beautiful and so am I.
oh how I wish I was baked just like a cake.

thoughts poem.

i feel like i was born with the ability to make everyone fall in love with me.
and i don't know how i feel about that.
i love everyone.
i love every single individual that walks this planet, it is crazy, fucking insane.
but the gods honest truth.
I feel bad for my lover.
he must hate me.
sometimes i hate me for having the ability to make everyone fall in love with me.
i just want them to know someone appreciates their existence.
everyone matters and i'm here to tell you that.
i will  love you if you have only one arm.
i will love you if you're black.
i will love you if you're gay I will love you if you're old.
if you're strange if you're alone at night.
if you're sad at 4 am, i will love you.
Forever. Please just don't be sad, because i am here.

aqua sunsets

sunhats & skateboards. I love it when you do tricks with no shirt on. I love when you skateboard. I love when you are free. it makes me rainbow smile when you skateboard in a sunhat. i will meet you in the aqua sunset with flowers in my eyes and love in my hands.

i am the dark and you are the thunder.

you once said, "i love you" and
you once said, "i'm yours".
now no answer.
May is such a weird month.
I'm sorry NYC made you tired.
I'm sorry the city you once loved isn't yours anymore.
I'm so sorry your future is unclear.
But I loved you for the whole time.
I loved you and you just left.

dancing sunshine children

vampire kisses and licorice sticks.
This is my second double bock beer.
I'm feeling pretty damn good.
The fly next to me wants to get in on this weed.
I pass him my bowl. 
I just saw a dancing star elf.
It is only 8:45 pm on a Saturday. 
I'm so tired tonight but still existing.
I write so weird. 
my brain is boiling in this 60 degree heat.
Please pass the salt.

mars equals Tony's red beard hair.

2 hundred dances around Mars is what I will ask for from Tony. I'm only asking him because Mars is his favorite planet and the other day he showed me one red beard hair.
Mars = Red.
The Mars dance invitation will be sent to Tony at midnight tonight.

Watch the stream run by you
Watch the Indian chief
Wrapped in blue corn leaves drift by you
Watch you take root in the son’s palm
And rise out of the fire
No more being match wood
Only rising higher
I wanna see you be the one who’s first light
Harbors in the new day
And see you settle into yourself
And never be afraid
Now I take everything as a good sign
Because I'm in love
I take everything as a sign from God

And now I give myself to you alone
No more knives hang above me
Oh B
Please destroy me, please destroy me
Please destroy me, please destroy me, oh, oh

poem.

i'm sorry i can't exist in two places at once.
i don't want you to be upset.
I love you just a much.
you told me you'll never give up on me.
and I thank you for this.

on the trail tonight

toads were committing suicide on the trail tonight. 
weeds have taken up our walk way on the trail tonight. 
flies will fill the sky on the trail tonight.
the breeze will be ever so slight on the trail tonight. 
All my worries will exit my brain before I get on the trail tonight.
I will be walking, smiling, enjoying the silence; on the trail tonight.

i wish i had camera eyes.

sometimes i wish my eyes were cameras. i just saw the most beautiful thing. a dead tree, lying on the earth's floor and on it sits a black crow, staring up at the sky. this made me smile. i could die happy.

be kind

peppermint candies 

thunder storms and strawberry moons happy summer
it'll be hotter than a bitch today.
don't forget your lunch today
drinking blue coffee on this wet deck
my eyes wander to space while music plays in the back.
Please hold me tight
you're my destiny and I don't know what to do.
my tears are mini peaches and I cry till I'm old
My mother tries to wipe my peach tears away
Like a good mother should.
Yesterday was great and today will be better
my cat just winked at me.
Happy Strange Tuesday.

Sometimes it seems the going is just too rough
And things go wrong no matter what I do
Now and then it seems that life is just too much
But you've got the love I need
To see me through

sleeping secrets. 

my neighbor wants me dead because I sleep in the same bed as my mother.
I share my secrets with her while she sleeps.
She is the only human I trust with them.

too cold for worms.

my cat has a steak on her head and my kid ran away. It's only Tuesday in April and i'm dreaming about the beach, I see my pops outside mowing. all the squirrels get mad while he's mowing. They hold meetings on top of the shed. it's too cold for worms yet but hot enough for buffalo. My mind is melting like the butter on this toast. Next time I'll see you I'll be dead. My shoe is untied.

cigarette poem.

whiskey, cigarettes and love.
how i will miss the taste of your mouth.
My mind thinks about you every god damn day.
Our time together was short
And spent wisely. We laughed and smiled. Found love together in the art hall. Shared never ending beautiful music. I will never forget the color of your eyes or your car. I hope you find yourself well while reading this poem.

My Moldy Turkey

Poppy seeds at 1 am and bubble baths. My gas light just turned on. I want someone to love this sad Thursday night. Horror stories fill our human brains as we continue to watch the news. My aunt's house is on fire and I helped. The midnight creatures come out at eleven. Alone elevator rides and invisible mustaches. My turkey sandwich has mold on it, eww.

carpet Christmas
beautiful women dancing into Tuesday. Their hair all done singing hymns in the rain. Purple men at work in the fields. Days longer than December and hotter than yellow sunshine. Cotton growing between my toes. cotton growing on my nose, cotton growing in 14 rows. Please don't kill my dog. I will have hog for dinner and as dad for a log to start the fire. Christmas on carpets.

I wish I had a twin because I'm my own best friend but I wish I could see myself like a whole other human right in front of my eyes. Oh I wish I had a twin.

melancholy smiles & goat's milk.

i didnt want to use apostrophes 

i can say that i have learned a lot and im not that old. i know that one person cant give you all and their soul. im allowed to asked for my smiles from you and i can get my kisses from him. i can enjoy your kind words and i can enjoy his love. i know that this world is full of humans. Full of humans that understand me. Full of humans that all need love from me. They need love from someone that will give it to them. i need love from people that will give it to me. i cant wait around for centuries just to hear you say one word. i need your thoughts and feelings surrounding my human body every day. So if i seem like a puzzle this is why. My heart is as sick as a February Dog. And my heart is as black as the galaxies in hell. And my heart is as cold as the purple late December evenings. And my heart is as fragile as a new born grasping for his first fresh breath while he enters this world.

the stars tell me this.

My love for you grows on forever and ever every day I wake up.

It grows as fast as the tiger's whiskers in the middle of hot July. 

I want to love you in the Arizona desert with only socks on and we will listen to Funk all night.

I want to take you far, far away and love you for longer than 10 mile nights.

And I want to bring you to the gardens in the bottom of my cherry red heart, so you can see that angels really exist. And so you can see that happiness exists as long as you make it reality.

And I want to take you to Europe and smoke cigarettes with you out our balcony window and sip white wine before breakfast. And I want to teach you how to dance in the rain of the African forest with water chipmunks and toucans.

IT'S ALMOST MY WEEKEND. AND ALMOST TIME TO GET WEIRD SO ENJOY THIS. 

Right now at this very moment, I want to get up and just start to dance. Have you ever felt this feeling before? The feeling where you feel as nothing else exists, but you and the music and the way it makes you feel. Those are the only feelings you feel when this happens, it is so random. But I can just feel it. I can just feel my soul rising, I can just feel the energy that needs to move. Warm.  I just feel so good inside, I just want to get up and dance it all off. 

where is my sweet sea candy?

Where is my candy lovely lady? 

You feed me candy of the sea every day and now I can’t find it.

I have the desire to eat my sea candy, but I can’t find it.

I am craving a sweet, delicious bite.

My sweet, sweet sea candy.

Lovely lady of the beautiful sea, where is my sea candy ?

YOU MAKE ME SUNSHINE SMILE.

You make me smile from my head to my toes.
You know what to say, and when to say it.
You make me feel like nothing else on this planet exists, but us and our souls dancing together into the eternal sunset.
I don’t know if this is good or bad. I don’t know what to think about this.
So I just let it be.
I just want to exist like this with a smile on my face.
I haven’t worn a smile in years; it feels so good to feel good again. 

And I want to thank you for making me smile from my heard to my toes. 

You know who you are.

Mr. Robert, the Storyteller.

Today I met a storyteller. 

Today I met a man who claimed to provide the world.

His thinning slicked grey hair, which reminds me of a used chimney brush, touched my shoulder.

The smell of his musk cologne makes me want to vomit.

The way he looks so shiny and smells like baby powder at the same time, makes me uneasy.

Today I met an old man that said he would buy me a steak dinner if he sells his car.

He is selling his car for $2000 and wants to take me on a steak dinner date.

I was laughing deep down inside.

Sorry old man, I do not eat steak dinners.

Sorry old man, you are wasting your time.

But I didn’t want to embarrass him in front of his mother, so I just stared far, far away.

He also claims he can lift 100 lbs with his left big Toe.

This is something I believe he is pulling my teeth about, but I can’t tell you the truth because I don’t know the truth. Today is the first time I met this storyteller.

I don’t know if he is lying to me or telling me a true story. Whichever it is I am unsure about.

Today I met an old man, a storyteller, named Robert. 

Abe Lincoln

I knew someone named Abe Lincoln. He got pulled over once; the cops didn’t believe him when he said his name was Abe Lincoln. They thought he was being a smart ass. So the cops beat Abe Lincoln up. In the end the cops sure did feel like dicks when they realized Abe Lincoln was his real name. Now Abe Lincoln is living in Arizona with a lot of money. So the moral of my story is never fuck with anyone named Abe Lincoln. That is probably their real name. 

higher than the clouds is heaven.

I went to heaven yesterday.

It was the most beautiful experience I have had yet. 

The smell is the most delicious smell of natural air, and pretty flowers fill the clouds. 

Old men turtles will greet you at the gates with refreshments. 

I had an African goddess angel grab my wrist and show me the way. 

I couldn’t stop staring at her beautiful braids; her crown was made up of 1000 sunflowers. 

Her eyes the color of the Red Sea, her lustrous lips and radiant smile brighten up even the saddest of days.  

Don’t let her mysterious eyes fool you though. 

In heaven they have music playing everywhere. 

In heaven they have children dancing freely in the night sky. 

There are no rules in heaven. 

Everyone is free, everyone is happy, everyone is finally at peace here. 

I wish I could live here. 

But now I find myself on Earth again.

I find myself with reality right now. 

I went to heaven yesterday, and it was fucking awesome. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RYr96YYEaZY

Baby, you're like lightning in a bottle
I can't let you go now that I got it
And all I need is to be struck by your electric love
Baby, your electric love
Electric love

Happy Tuesday Thoughts 

All of us need to think happy thoughts.

Having a mind full of flower gardens and angel laughter is healthier anyways.

Throw your sadness to the dead blue jays. There is no time for evil sadness here.

All the thoughts are golden sparkle smiles and bubble gum kisses. Oh, please

Don’t leave me my dear. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J-ImSpdQb8Y