am i dreaming or is this real life?

Sometimes I just sit here and think about running far, far away. 

I want to not exist in this moment at this second. 

So I think about the woods far away. 

I think about how happy the birds are up close to the sky. 

I think about how the river is so majestic.

I think about how the water flows so flawlessly and at this point, it kind of makes me jealous.

Oh how I wish I looked this beautiful. 

I dream to look like the sea one day. 

I dream one million different types of humans all around me, all with smiles, all playing and I am that sea. 

Oh how happy I’d be. Just being a sea. 

These are times where I wish my dreams could be reality.