i didnt want to use apostrophes 

i can say that i have learned a lot and im not that old. i know that one person cant give you all and their soul. im allowed to asked for my smiles from you and i can get my kisses from him. i can enjoy your kind words and i can enjoy his love. i know that this world is full of humans. Full of humans that understand me. Full of humans that all need love from me. They need love from someone that will give it to them. i need love from people that will give it to me. i cant wait around for centuries just to hear you say one word. i need your thoughts and feelings surrounding my human body every day. So if i seem like a puzzle this is why. My heart is as sick as a February Dog. And my heart is as black as the galaxies in hell. And my heart is as cold as the purple late December evenings. And my heart is as fragile as a new born grasping for his first fresh breath while he enters this world.