too tired too young.

Could you imagine being able to remember how to do regular life tasks, but your human body gave up too early. Imagine you’re still in this tired human body. Imagine dreaming about regular life, while lying lifeless in bed.  I’m so sorry papa. If I could take this human body of mine and just take it off I would give it to you. I would give it to you so you could go for a motorcycle ride again. You could go to work again. You could swim again.. You could sing again. You could mow the lawn again. Trust me if it was as easy as it sounds, I’d do it for you. If I could give my papa my human body, Just so he can have fun again. Just so he could live again. He could be happy again. My soul bleeds for you every fucking day. I cry for you every fucking day. I’m sorry I’m not there, ever. But please know you can have this human body, cus I know yours is tired.