i want to feel alive

i want to feel that first breath of air again

i want to feel my mother's shaking arms hold me again.

i want to feel what it's like to blink for the first time

to see the world all for the first time again

i want to see what it feels like to be born again

will i be only eight pounds or 115 this time?

if we were able to be reborn  what would we look like?

how would it happen?

how would we know?