eleven eleven sixteen. 

the news i got today makes me as blue as a dark room.

but i can't go through my day with tears in my eyes.

i just have to smile because you gave me all this

beautiful music and all these strange words that made

sense to me. you gave me hope in the world of art and

you showed me how beautiful this sick world is. but i

can't continue to cry today, i have to be as joyous as

a mother that just gave birth. i have to conquer

the day with a smile. I will try. But I can feel the

sadness creep up. I can feel the tears roll back into

my empty sad head. And Life Goes On.