I can’t take the pain in my eyes any longer.

To say I feel great

Would be a lie, like hanging

My tears from the clouds

And just watching us die

-

There was a time for us

And a place we could

Call ours, but I have grown

And my space here is shrinking:

overgrown.

-

I need to be alone, with just

The night and the moon

My thoughts and some

Notebooks, I can’t take myself

I need time and I need space

To Heal the wounds, to lick

My tears, to clear my

Thoughts. I just need time.

I need to find the real me

And I need to get her back

-

I can’t stand the face I see,

Broken in half

Between trust and hate

I can’t take the wandering

Eyes and the lack of lust

You give me. I have been

Here for 10 Springs

And you still can’t

Believe

in

me?