Should we go back?

I thought we had something

 I saw light in your eyes

And I can’t even call you home

Even though I did

   I almost said accidentally

But let’s be honest here

It wasn’t on accident

When I see you everything

Rushes in like the sea

On a storm day, a raw state.

   Feelings rolling in....

Harder and harder and higher

And they are there.

No one can hide it

  We can’t break the rules

But didn’t we already cross the

Street together

When you started to knock?

   You knocked and I am fucked

For letting you in

For even answering the door-

Part of me hopes this is the old us

I want to be your friend

But with our powers

With our beings

     - our SOULS

Is that possible?

But the other part of me wants

To be your life -

I want to feel us again,

I want to feel alive

And I’m sorry but you were

The only human to show me

The Moon on a rainy night.

And I crave that feeling

Every

     Fucking

           Day-

Or are we just lost lovers

On Earth walking bare footed

To find each other again