Can’t seem to let go

To an anchor

Which can’t float

We stick together

Like the sea & the sky

But before you I

Didn’t see everything blue

Feelings are feelings

But to feel numb to the point

Where snow touches

You and you can't tell 

If it’s day or night

I need to walk

Through this garden

Alone.

Stay at the gate-

Take your time to breathe

I love you but

I need to find my mind, my soul

And I’m sorry you can't
explore.