Tuesday

baggy jeans
welfare christmas
negative change
no love
low life
hate.
I CAN'T GET ENOUGH OF EVERCLEAR TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Father of mine
Tell me where did you go
You had the world inside your hand
But you did not seem to know...


I will never be safe
I will never be sane
I will always be weird inside
I will always be lame

Thursday


love sick 

Dirt under rugs like my love for you
The blue bird is bothering me again
My brain is on fire
The bench in the park still has our name on it. 

little

Captain hook
Dead ladies
Old socks 
Fingernails.

 poem

I’m laughing right now cus the rent is late and the love of my life is finally dead
He ran away to a castle in the music clouds and now his soul is facing upward
Starring at me right now
I loved the way he loved me and I love the way he looks
The way his hair is there and the two lines
I love the color of dark eyes and silly smiles
The way his mouth will move just when I go
In for a midnight kiss
Tonight is the night my life will never
End and I will have to realize one
Day that this is it 
and I have to be Happy with that