her name was Mellrose

25 cent love
one hug
no eyes.

midnight stars
old man scars
one crow.
birds fly high
my brain is so high
splatter blood spots on the streets
it's 3 am
words are loud. 
noise is busy
i can't sleep 
watching rain in the dark
listen closely.

poem

Chilly toes and 1999

Memories from years past and years to come. 

The love I have for you stays in my left pocket 

until that night where we will meet again at dusk.

I know that will never be this year.

I want to feel the way you speak words and

I want to feel the way you show her how to love. 

That first time.  

poem

tables will turn, butter is churned. lets go to the pumpkin patch
where goats float and grey skies live forever
my favorite type of weather
bring a quarter to feed the goats and bring your mum money.
where are your boots?

her dreams so huge.

stars in her future.

love shining bright

forever.

GOING TO TAKE SOME SWEET PICS AND ILL UPLOAD THEM TONIGHT CUS I TOLD MYSELF I WOULD DO SO


.....*writing torrs to do list right now ;) *

happy.
happy to be home
happy to smell
happy to blink
happy to breathe
happy to love.
happy.