dead january

Why do the old bones

Always come back to hurt you?

Why can’t they stay in their

Own space?

Why do they want to mend

Things that they broke-

Their own bones...

I was there before and you left

Me to die. Alone with

One eye. But now seven

Winters have passed and

You come knocking

On my door

You are trying to plant seeds

In that dead Torr.

Well this Torr is dead too.

I can’t tell you the truth,

It’s hidden under lies and cobwebs-

Hidden under surface love and

Hopeless everything...

Alone with brittle mistakes

And love that didn’t lie

Where is our

Time going?

Moving forward-

Not back.

I just want  that feeling back

Like my soul has caught fire and I’m not afraid to let it burn              

The fear of death does not faze me- I will love you until the end

Some are of afraid of the unknown, but I’m not

This new me is blooming and I can’t help but love her

And want what she needs

Thinking our dangerous love is one of them

Should we go back?

I thought we had something

 I saw light in your eyes

And I can’t even call you home

Even though I did

   I almost said accidentally

But let’s be honest here

It wasn’t on accident

When I see you everything

Rushes in like the sea

On a storm day, a raw state.

   Feelings rolling in....

Harder and harder and higher

And they are there.

No one can hide it

  We can’t break the rules

But didn’t we already cross the

Street together

When you started to knock?

   You knocked and I am fucked

For letting you in

For even answering the door-

Part of me hopes this is the old us

I want to be your friend

But with our powers

With our beings

     - our SOULS

Is that possible?

But the other part of me wants

To be your life -

I want to feel us again,

I want to feel alive

And I’m sorry but you were

The only human to show me

The Moon on a rainy night.

And I crave that feeling

Every

     Fucking

           Day-

Or are we just lost lovers

On Earth walking bare footed

To find each other again

i don't know what to be right now... 


i can't even float anymore

this is weighing me the fuck down 

YO I wanna give a shout out to my boy Will

thanks for sharing this man with me today :)

Coping with feelings.

Accepting

Realizing

Compassion

Fear of the unknown (but not really)

Painless

To love another soul I shall

Die and come back.

This body has been through it all

Hell and then some-

Old and weathered

Kind of broken too

start the procession line, I think I have died.

It kills me to say goodbye

But what really hits my soul

Is feeling alone when we are

Together

Your smile lights up a room

I envy your nose and

Perfect teeth

Those green eyes could

Save my soul-

But my time here is up

I’ve been stuck in this

Cage for far too long

And I’ve finally realized-

That life is about being

Happy with yourself,

With your soul-

To create your imagination

Into reality and just go

At first I never thought

I could be alone

I thought I needed someone

To hold and call home

But come to find out,

The world isn’t as scary as

I thought

Or maybe I grew stronger-

The stars whispered to me

 One night, while trying

To fall asleep,

    It's Ok to let go, to make a better you.....

This Torr has expired.

EJECT.