alone.

Sometimes it’s hard for me to realize I am here to do all I need to do, alone. 

There is no other way to get all my happy thoughts happy if anyone else is along. Sure I will enjoy the presence of my lover, of my mother, of my best friend. But in reality and actuality I am here alone. And you are too. So before you waste more time with tears rolls down your face darlin’, please just take a second and realize you are on this planet alone and you need to make yourself happy before anything else. 

old beer Tuesday

5:01 coffee beans.
string cheese music.
winter blizzard candles
and dead horseflies.
Tuesday.
Today.

started to sing the blues in the fall

don't focus on how long it will last.
focus on how good you love.
how pure.
focus on the good.

raining spiders

mini spider just rained on me.
his little yellow body
runs across my page
randomly.

weird.

pine cone fingernails
dead women swimming.

catfish bird singing,
cactus breathe.

X is after U.
two knee scratches.

super good read 

NOT PBR.

writing till my mind is dry.
crack another beer, get a little more stoned, change the record.
and go on.
tonight.