Thursday


all she does is cry.
Damage from the sun, my soul seeks for your precious love.
The new me doesn’t like the feeling of emptiness.
Empty means black and black means she’s sad.
She seeks for peaceful melodies and fields of sunflowers.
The way Connecticut boys come and go, they don’t love me.
I want love and I need it right now. Not just a taste.
I need it all.


reminds me of september rain

the sound of your trumpet makes me want to smile
the way waves come in and go makes me want to cry
the way you smile reminds me of my dead father.
the way we see our human bodies is strange and amusing.
there are many things in this world that makes my mind wander
the way the newspaper is placed in the plastic bag, left at the foot of my front door.
the way the bus driver greets us when we board the bus.
i love the way you look at me on a rainy day, 
that reminds me of September Rain.

LoveLand is on FIRE.

Love ends with a kiss and you start a fight
Is this real?
What is happening?
The walls of our love land come crashing down
I can see the tears, they roll down your check.
Do you love me anymore?
I feel like I’ve had it all.
I feel like I’ve had enough now
I want to know the real me.
I can’t see that in between the flames
Of hate and lies.
The soul of your mother is dead
Behind my head.
The hole in my wall is here because
You made me upset.
Love is fragile, and you throw my heart around.
You need to want love.
You need to want me.

Show that this matters to you and we shall see. 
so fucking gorgeous.....mhmm

If I fall, can you pull me up?
Is it true, your watching out
And when I'm tired, do you lay down with me?
In my head so I can sleep without you?

Hey, hey
Without you there's holes in my soul
Hey, hey
Let the water in

Where ever you've gone?
How, how, how?
I just need to know
That you won't forget about me

Where ever you've gone?
How, how, how?
I just need to know
That you won't forget about me

Lost through time and that's all I need
So much love, then one day buried
Hope you're safe, 'cause I lay you leaves
Is there more than we can see?
Answers for me

And hey, hey
Without you there's holes in my soles
And hey, hey
Let the water in

Where ever you've gone?
How, how, how?
I just need to know
That you won't forget about me

Where ever you've gone?
How, how, how?
I just need to know
That you won't forget about me

And I get lonely without you
And I can't move on
And I get lonely without you
I can't move on
Move on

Where ever you've gone?
How, how, how?
I just need to know
That you won't forget about me

Poem.

I confess your skin knocks me to my knees
The smile that reads your lips will stay in my mind forever
The way love shines through those green eyes
That makes my heart sing
The way your fingers caress my thigh
That makes my soul rise
Rise to the heavens full of blue love 
The gates will greet my heart and I know it.

OH SEVEN.


All that’s left is crumbs
Crumbs of my dead soul.
Stop with the lies.
You know I want to die.
The calendar full of my mistakes.
Lay down in a meadow full of daises
The sun will rise in the east.
Indians will dance us to Tuesday
While the birds sing us to sleep.
Nothing worries me here.
Nothing seems to get in.
When my human body touches 
The earth bare, this fills the soul.

feel like shit.

I feel like im getting sick,
Like the dog outside my window.
The black birds greet me half past 12.
The melody inside me is stuck.
I keep hearing it, I keep seeing it
But it’s stuck.
The butterflies come to the show
With their colors and their vibes.
I can see your wife, she is dead
In my arms and I don’t know why.
Will you come to help her?
Will you be able to wash away the tears?
Will you release her soul into this Earth?
Don’t know where my toes go.
And I don’t want to know your middle name.
I just don’t care anymore.