Haunting

His voice

So beautiful

I envy

The love

You give

Her

Wishing I

Was her

Nothing

Here to see,

Goodbye.

Before the slivered moon,

    A space of silence.

Where I could rest my head. 

    A place where memories

Are reborn, the scent of your

Mother seems to pour in,

    From the skies above,

My mind is mine. And I can’t

Help but feel that. 

why

Afraid of nothing

I carry the night

In my pocket

And a knife

In my mind.

Afraid of nothing

I carry myself

To the grave

And bury my

Human body.

Alive.

Afraid

Of

   N O T H I N G. 

melting

Dipping my toes

Into your river of lust.

To feel something again

Makes my heart whole.

Makes me melt,

Into an oblivion, a place

I can’t explain. Somewhere

I’ve never been, where the

Air is warm and the

Nights never end. While

We walk through the

Painted woods, darkness

Seeps in.

…

I would love to just

Watch you until the

Night turned to day

While the spring

Became winter and the

Birds would sing. I

Could watch

You smile every

Single day. If it

Brought me the

Sweet feeling of

Life, just that

One time. I could

Eat the words from

Your teeth and the

Dreams from your daze.

Please don’t ever

Leave me.

I

Why do I care for the

Man that has given me nothing

But tears and fears

And self-doubt

No love just

Self- Loathing

I need an out

Slowly Wilting Away   

Why do you make time stop?

 As I glance over,

                             I fall end over

Two heels into those amethyst eyes.

That smile. I can’t take it. I can't hide.

You can steal my dreams, you can hold my heart- 

but

     Please don’t forget to

 show me the way home….as I forgot my ways.

          How can you control my thoughts?

When I’m with you, nothing is blue...

    Even the sea seems different with us in between.

Cherish every seed we plant,

   Time spent and words exchanged.

My soul is too weak, to conquer this week

Without you by my side.