today at knowlton hill 

mood

 list of things to study with him
(putting it here so i never forget)

1. mushrooms
2. water birds
3. birds
4. types of grass
5. tree bark & structure
6. tree leaves
7. sky & clouds
8. winter animals
9. marshland animals
10. moon phases
11. bugs & insects 
12. winter birds 
13. butterflies
14. constellations   

this is for real

taste a sip of this
shake that
don't let the demons 
back in

when the sunlight
comes in

let it in

when the door
opens

just walk in, torr


it's time to take over

do it for yourself


bring it back

all the way back

when love didn't have to be so difficult
where you could be honest and it actually
meant something

why are you sitting here

love, dead as the front lawn
don't know where to go
but who the fuck cares anymore

just go out and fly

alone. 
it will be worth it

who is this torrye I have become?

I took the dog out last night

But I forgot to bring him in

While my house phone was

Ringing and I’m bringing

Forward,

only love

To eat and 

    to think for me

For I don’t know  this

Woman that stands

Dressed in my clothes

Licking the mirror

Separating her toes

 Who is this woman ?

      Is she me?

The old me?

                           The new?

I can’t seem to find my pocket Thesaurus