Friday


Can’t say I miss the
Way you licked my
    Scars
Can’t say I miss
The way you
Pulled my hair
With the beast
Inside
Ready to yell
I don’t think you
Truly got a taste
Can’t say I miss
Your love
For I was dead
For centuries
When you were
Around and I
Did nothing
To you man
But give my love
Can’t say I
miss you
anymore




 An unparalleled confession
  Down on my knees
  Begging and yelling
PLEASE
PLEASE
please
Settle down to taste the sun
As I melt into the background
Nothing to hold me anymore
Nothing to take hold of
   An unparalleled feeling
I laugh as they lay my body
To rest and he is there
Standing over me


As beautiful as the city sidewalk
                              Covered in rain
Love hides around every corner




I have never felt 
so empty in my
goddamn life
I have swallowed 
the seas I have licked
The full moon
Take these hands
and let me feel what’s
Real, I can’t 
take it anymore
living in the shadows 
for 
most of this life
i am ready for 
something
new 

Fast As You Can - Fiona Apple - 10/28/2017