poem
i just want to feel normal here.
i just want to fit in.
i know my hair is a mess,
my mind is there as well.
i know my words don't make
sense and i know i mumble
a lot. my heart is full of gold
and sunshine. my thoughts are
tangled, like one hundred octopus tentacles. 
but you sure can find me dancing alone,
to some Devendra, wearing only a smile.