the way you love her

the way your words
roll of your
  tongue.. 
       that dance
  touches the
teeth, 

my human
body, she
seems to wrap 
   herself around.

finds a space...

the shape your 
eyes make when you
smile

....
those teeth.

to say i'd steal
them on a rainy day
is an understatement

to say i love you
   isn't a lie
 but the truth is
goddamn

you make my eyes
cry 

tears made of joy, made of melons.

you make me feel like a little kid 
again 

the way you move my hair,
  your fingertips,

slip 

   just to outline 
my lips

   watching as my heart
drips.... 

slowly 
 .... like honey

Maggie Rogers - Dog Years (Official Video)

look at the way
this girl dances
her life away

with love by
her side

afraid of nothing
rain comes down
hard

and she just stands
there
lets it soak in

nothing  but love
she touches
you like no
other

my love belongs to no one

 because it belongs to

everyone

       with the light from 
the moon to lead the 
way... 

   higher than the stars
can reach 
       just to give my love 

Storing feelings

In jars

In candles

In the clouds

When it doesn’t rain

Warm skin

Warm light

Can’t take the dark

There seems to be a

Tunnel where the world

Will begin

Where love can grow

Finding love is horrible

Don’t look

Can’t search for something

That should just be

perfection

Just want to eat the summers with you

   Love dripping from our chests, nothing else

But everything is a beautiful mess

Orange painted kind of blues with hot pink clouds

     Spread across our afternoon sky

Cage The Elephant - Sabertooth Tiger - Lowlands 2014

MAJOR MOOD RN

Devendra Banhart - Taking a Page (Official Video)

The Head and The Heart - "Rivers & Roads" (The Doe Bay Sessions)

ohh rivers and roads

rivers til i reach you<3

march 23, 2020

singing to soothe 
     the thorns that
soon begin to 
    stick to my sins

i can lick this knife 
all i want-
    but do i 
really care?

bleed the blood-
cry my tears-
you taught me 
to have no fears.
you have my soul
my soul has become weak
shaking in the summer's sun-
i ask of you nothing but this one...

love this soul, pure.
as for she has seen 
   more than you know
take for granted 
    not even the air 
we share 
  she can stop 
time
& she will kill you.

his eyes speak to me

a language of the unknown

Drawn in

Like a bug to the

  moonlight

I'm in love with

The unknown

DEVENDRA BANHART - Cristobal

by allowing the tides

   of time to 

     wash up

old memories

         of mine

The shore – scattered

With pieces 

of me and

      pieces of you

Old spoons - 

       old versions of you

for the days turn to dust when

   we go our own ways

I must read the truth to the

      water ….

I stand up and I scream

“because of you,

      i am finally in love

with me”

  as you hold me

and shower me in gold

only home when you are near.

With you by my side

  My eyes hold yours

As our bodies race

   To the shore

Holding your hand-

Toes in the sand

We look up.

Painting blues in my mind

   You brought the sun-

Soaking up the sea salt

our hair-

   laying down next

To me-

Hold our fingers to the sky

     You gently pick stars for me &

I place them in my pocket

I ask,

       “how do we get up there?

Because that’s where I want to be

With you”

Skinshape - Mandala (Official Music Video)

but did you really die?

showed up at your funeral

hoping to love you one last

time...

while the skeletons begin

the service, the Sun comes

out to drain the Crow’s

Soul.

Only for the sky to

Turn a grey kind of black

            ..nothing reminds me of love

Like the eyes sinking into your face...

BLACK but not cold.

 Worrying about something 

we can’t change seems

     like such a shame, such a waste.

Time can’t be bought

   Nor given  

everybody dies.

home

Bring me back

To the fire

(bring me home)

Bring me back 

To the woods

(bring me home)

Bring me back

To the ocean

(bring me home)

When your brother 

tries to save your soul

He brings hundred 

dollar bills, to wrap 

your heart whole

The stream is a nice place

To place my thoughts

For the day has just begun

When there is no noise

When the birds don’t sing

Who will find the end?

How can we determine love

If there is none in this room?

Don’t get me wrong,

I am no magician, but the

Light that fills my

Soul, when your

Eyes make my heart melt

   Into a galaxy of the UNKNOWN.

FULL to the top, touch the trees

And their leaves

Take time to breathe, for

Nothing is bad

……yet.

Touch my brain

With a hot

Needle

Take the wisdom

Out of these

Teeth

You don’t

Belong here

Anymore

When you

Transform, you

Shed your skin.

Let go of the old

Let in the older.

When the world

Becomes what you

Want it, what you

MAKE IT.

Change is beautiful

For the wait

Doesn’t count,

For what’s to come

Is precious and

More pure than

The sun dancing

On the river

Going downstream

i miss the way your teeth
felt

i miss the way your smile
would just melt my
body away

i miss the way your
dreams felt, when i held them

when you were crying
in the middle of july
i had to keep you alive

when we would
dance in the rain like
no one could care

i miss the way you made
me feel before the
ocean swallowed this

breeze.

i
can't stand the man
i let into
my room

he wears his shoes,
he brings in the
dirt,

leaving no room
for me

leaving no room

i can't stand the man
i let into my room

he steals my dreams
 he robs my thoughts

making me run
from the love

when i know love
is the only thing


to get me through

DONALD RELEASED AN ALBUM LAST NIGHT


your welcome...

https://donaldgloverpresents.com/

read me books to sleep
watch my soul
rest, while the harp
plays, while memories
record, while memories
rewind,

take the sunshine
take the sunshine

rewind, into a time
where we existed
where we used to love

now that the
funeral is over and
everyone went home


you have nothing to
show.....


instead of worrying about
the

others....worry about
yourFUCKINself.

want to be happy

stay sweet
like the nights
that hide in between
the
dusk

in between the
dust, where we
used to make love

take the nectar
from my mouth
take the nectar

sweeter than the juice
that drips from

your chin, where you keep your sins

before dinner and after

the napkins fold,

we can make love again

but let the crumbs hold
us,

SWEET
   

can't take the 

heat 

in between

  MAY 

and JULY

like ears melting

like sunsets 

    driving into 

oblivion

when the rain 

can't touch our skin

because the months

let the BUGS in 

and now 

we can't fly

wings that stick together

like the morning dew

right before the birds wake 

when the world ends

the sky will fall and we

can finally hold the 

stars

        together 

small forks (only)

with shadows from our past
   holding on to pictures that won't last

taking the time to realize
the sun can't shine
if the lemonade isn't made
with limes

when the night rises
when the wolves come
out to play,

                  nothing in the way

Seems that I have been held, in some dreaming state
A tourist in the waking world, never quite awake
No kiss, no gentle word could wake me from this slumber
Until I realize that it was you who held me under

Felt it in my fist, in my feet, in the hollows of my eyelids
Shaking through my skull, through my spine and down through my ribs

No more dreaming of the dead as if death itself was undone
No more calling like a crow for a boy, for a body in the garden

florence is fckn god

I just want to gaze into your soul

   Until my body floats

Until the sea takes me

  To tomorrow

Only to glance over

      The horizon

           And see you

Can’t help the

Way the waves

  Wave

When my soul

Is sour

Can’t help the

Months that

Turn into

MOTHS

And fly away

Can’t help the

Words that my

    Soul says

       When love

 Isn’t   present

I can’t seem to find my smile

Lost between years

Of silence

  Between the harps that play

With the butterfly wings

I can’t seem to find my mind

With the weather

Changing, 

like the waves

              Of the ocean

BREATHING

I can’t seem to find

East from North and

South from West

I know the heart inside

Is warm

But I need a fire

For my soul

Has been frozen

For centuries

Like flowers that can’t grow

tell me the time 

A bookcase full of books

Full of notebooks

Filled with lies and scribbles

Nights of drinking and drowning

When the light won’t turn on

I can’t seem to find sense

Make a definition of

  Something of this

With the lemons

Only tea can

Taste sweeter

But if the rain

Can’t stop

And the

-

Moon can’t shine

Who will be there to  hold my

Hand

?

Something so dark

Living inside

  sinking...

   all my might

When nothing

Is weaker

Than a river

In  winter

I can’t tell

Which way

Is back home

When the

Whisper of the

Wind sings me

To sleep

Let only the

Dreams in

For nightmares

Have been

The only thing

I can dream of

-

Take a turn for

  The dead roses

That lay in my palm

Catch flame

from the fire

ignite

my

black  soul

a crow,

  i trust, to hold

my secrets.

thursday

Love me through

The times I can’t feel the light

Where my body wears heavier

Than a crow’s heart

evaporate

into time

    senseless time

no noise

   no mind

just ocean waves 

waving

us back and forth                                               

     in and out

taking the sickness

with a sip of the moon

light only illuminates

            when you the

sea dances with the

 morning breeze

i am tim
i am vusi
i am dave
i am love here


(grateful)

let's love like the stars
didn't come home
let's kiss like the last 
drop of rain 
just fell 

i will love you through eternity, 

as for my heart

Is anew. I will take my hands

And lift  the truth for the men to see

For rivers have met and so have we

I want to touch your thoughts

I want to be in your memory

You and I, you and me

As one, 

together, 

whole.

If the flowers on heaven 

can grow at night

With no sunlight

          Then our love should 

have no problem seeking 

peace in the

Dead of Winter

According to the fear

Somehow

You are always near

Years in between

Something strange

I can feel it in the rain

The way your mouth

Moves when the words

You speak come out

I just want to love

You so I can breathe

I can taste it

   a  fire

Sits on the top

Of this tongue

I can feel it

    The love you let
in and give

I can see the world

Though your eyes

And I know

It’s mine

Twist the candles

In sight

The might that 

sits inside these lungs

Take the trees and

Squeeze them young

Twisted and knotted

Together but apart

Dark and light

The enemy lies

Within the thoughts

  Your brain provides

Construction in

The weak minded

Only for my spirit

To know nothing

It’s hard to swallow the 
Ocean 

When you can’t 
Even bear the breeze 

Life seems beautiful
But a mess

     Intriguing & stressed

I love you 
More than the 
Night sky loves 
The stars

…yet you aren’t mine

i love you.

:) 

If I could

I would chop your

Head off too....

And maybe your dick

 ....

To breathe the same

Air as me

Is a treat

Compared To your peasant lifestyle....

If I could

I would  chop your head off too

.....

Thanks for showing me how you 

really feel 

remember when you used to call me toria 

?? 

How is it possible

How can this be

  My dreams seem so real

But when I sleep

Only nightmares begin

Wrapping my brain around

The ocean’s waves

I can’t keep up

With the nonsense brought

Forward

To keep sinking or to let go

?

To me,

     perfection is the

Light in your eyes

The light from your soul

That makes my body whole

When we are in the room

Together

Perfection is your smile

And the way it holds your

Teeth in place: perfectly

I can’t help but dream of

Your eyes,

A place I find myself

Swimming in

A place I find myself

Living in

Perfection is the love

You give me

No matter what

Will you just hold me

In the dead of

   Night

While midnight

Moons

Shine into

Our room

Hold me tight

So my nightmares

Can’t come in

Hold me tight

While I fall asleep

In your arms

Please just hold me

(never forget) 7.

Watching the ocean set in your eyes

                                My heart

Melting into oblivion (smell of salt in the air)

     Shells hold us while we fall asleep

Into the afternoon sky-

I can’t help but find your hand

      as my body begins to fall

with the wind...

Below the ocean floor-

                                With you the smell

Of the sea

   Takes me to

  a place i can call home.

   A place we will share for eternity-

  While my life evaporates in front

Of me-   time offers a different

Version of me: the old me

   Opportunities set me

F R E E, even when the timing 

seems silly-

             The moon is telling me,

     “go with what happens as you are

  Present in the moment”

The afternoon rushes in, 

S l o w l y.

You might as well

Bite the scabs

Off these elbows

You can sink

Your teeth

Farther

For the pain

Doesn’t exist

Longer than

Cornstalks

Taller than trees

Take the time to

Really understand

The man before

You give him your

Everything

I am a terrible person I have sinned

I took the deer from the woods and I

Hide them

                        In months we

Call summer, when the moon never

Sets.

I am a terrible person, I have sinned

I stole love from the man who writes

The daily newspaper.

                                          I let him in

I drank from the fountain of life

Even when my mom cried me

“no”

Can’t eat what you don’t

Have until your

Feet break or your

Teeth itch

Give me a week